2.27.2010

Complain

My back has been tight and achy the past couple days.
My eye started burning randomly tonight at Rosa's and won't quit.
My throat has been dry and sore since Thursday.
My nose is stuffy (but mostly in the mornings).

I can hardly drag myself out of bed in the mornings and have little motivation once i'm finally up. I don't understand my classes and feel totally behind in all of them. I haven't applied for any jobs, mostly because i haven't really looked. I haven't really looked because i am scared of the future and feel like i don't know anything.

Saturday nights stink. They are supposed to be fun and exciting, and when they aren't I get really disappointed. There's no way around it.

Anyway, I'm feeling grouchy, achy, sad, frustrated, lonely, a little mad, tired, overwhelmed, and disheartened. I know complaining is bad, but I figured complaining to the black hole that is the Interweb might be better than to a person. I just wanted to get it out.